i'm sure i'll come back and style this page later. for now, please take it as it is

i love sugar, so i miss sugar. my cat Sugar came into my life on july 1st of 2013, and she left it on october 12th of 2023, and i'm so grateful i got to spend ten years with my girl. sugar was the softest cat i have ever pet, the softest thing i have ever felt, really, and her heart was just as gentle. to put it shortly, sugar has saved my life many times over, and somehow she still does even now that she's gone. my heart is filled by her. i love her, i love that i got to share my love of her, that i got to share her. i miss her. i miss her more than i've ever missed anything before. i miss the weight of her on my shoulder, her purrs on my chest. i miss her pawing at my face gently in the morning to ask for food just a bit earlier. i miss her eyes. i miss her soft paws, and her grumbles. i miss her water drinking, and i miss teaching her tricks. i miss sleeping beside her. i miss taking out her stinky litter, and i miss wiping her eye crusties for her. i miss trimming her nails. i miss brushing her. i miss holding her. i miss the way she smelled. i miss her warmth, and her playing with the string. i miss her playing with her topple toy. i miss kissing the top of her head. i miss coming home from work and picking her up, petting her and nuzzling her. i miss my sweet girl sleeping between my wife and me. i love sugar. i miss sugar.