honeydew headspace

hi!!!! welcome to my webbed site i think its really cool that i can put whatever the fuck i want on here! i think its neat that i can say i am a big ol faggot and not worry about being banned from anything or losing my work! i like that i can be myself, my full, trans and queer self! i can be weird and i can be earnest and i can be critical and i can be nothing if i please!!! i know this isn't much of a website manifesto or nothin but. i'm so pleased that i have the ability and the resources to make this for myself, and i hope everyone that wants to, does.
no matter how janky you feel it might look (which, by the way, you can always practice! you can always come back later and try again!) or how little you feel like you have to say. say it bitch!

names	honeydew ~ mouse ~ button ~ piccadilly ~ whistler ~ miette ~ pip ~ wifey (if you are my wife) ~ dog (if you are lucky) ~
age	20 something
pronouns	they/them or whatever i feel like
favorites	my wife!! \| my partners \| my kitties \| my stuffed animals \| painting \| reading \| my little ponies \| madoka magica \| the locked tomb \| the last unicorn \| dungeon meshi \| dirkjake \| farcille \| breath of the wild \| tears of the kindgom \| animal crossing new horizons \| minecraft \| pokemon snap \| stardew valley \| star stable \| pokemon legends: arceus \| pixelcatsend \| zoo tycoon 2001 \| shining nikki \| unicorns!!! (as arachne said so well)

god i love dress up games! i love accessible art! of course i love websites where anyone can post their dress up game super easily! there's some miscellanea thrown in here too

i am a freak and i like that i can say that! i'm a horrid little sadomasochist and i love to have weird trans gay sex! it's fun and its free!!!

that's literally me!
for some reason or another, i identify strongly with this character/this pairing~ thank you in advance for not judging (or judging quietly, the polite way to do it)
there will be pictures eventually i think

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sweet stuff (my little pony)
this darling is a g1 pony from both the visual media and the dolls, and she's my favorite pony ever! she's sweet and caring, and loves to laugh. she's a bit passive, but she knows that and works to manage balancing her own feelings with others'. she reminds me of being hardened by life, but choosing to be kind and see things whimsically anyway.

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wind whistler (my little pony)
my autistic queen! the way she speaks enchanted me as a kid—she speaks like she knows what she's talking about, she emotes in reserved ways, she laughs loudly. im obsessed with her!

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c.c. (code geass)
my wife's favorite foundational anime~ c.c. is an immortal witch, as she sees it, cursed to live as a tool. people use her and discard her, or barter her like a chess piece. before her immortality, her geass was "to be loved"... the curse was born of wanting love (wailing)!!! the way i see it, she is a girl who was given a cruel gift and a worse one after, gifts that shaped her life and deaths, but more importantly, she's a willful girl that likes poking fun at her friends and eating cheese pizza. she's a woman that has experienced, at length, the depth of suicidal despair, and relearned how to enjoy her life.

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madoka kaname & homura akemi (puella magi madoka magica)
im like if madohomu had a baby! no but seriously, madoka and homura are everything to me. i cannot describe them here, that must be in the shrine i make them.

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jake english & dirk strider (homestuck)
again, like if these two dysfunctional fucks merged into one being. what can i say, i've got borderline personality disorder :) (this one is also too intense for me to describe here, and a shrine for them is on the list)

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nona (nona the ninth)
(starts crying before i can say anything)

someday i'll format this shit better
baby's first online diary

5/24/24 i found the draft i made when i first discovered neocities a year or two ago

3/17/2024 (sunday) i made a collage of the failed banners!! im pleased to have them existing on this site somewhere but woof. that's a Lot of work over the months that i just,, didn't really do anything with? yes i practiced and yes i got to draw things i like but i simply want to find a way to repurpose them, or remake them, or rebirth them some other way. i really liked these drawings!