Website Diary

this side is for site updates ^w^ think less "changelog" and more "oh right this happened"

5/24/24 (friday) | i found the draft i made when i first discovered neocities a year or two ago. 3/17/2024 (sunday) | i made a collage of the failed banners!! im pleased to have them existing on this site somewhere but woof. that's a Lot of work over the months that i just,, didn't really do anything with? yes i practiced and yes i got to draw things i like but i simply want to find a way to repurpose them, or remake them, or rebirth them some other way. i really liked these drawings!

Personal Diary

this side is for rambling and ranting, musings and mischiefs. obviously, read at your own risk.

undated april musing 2025 | i think when it comes down to it im really quite tired of being tired, unsurprisingly. i miss when i could run, and climb, and give a high-five without my hand hurting. id finally begun to wrap my head around my various mental ailments (hoo booy, by the way) and then my body started failing and THEN the first wave of the covid pandemic hit and disabled me quite a bit further than what was already developing, and and and and.
    over the course of almost five years ive barely started to understand my physical limits, and ive learned a lot more about accesibility and disability advocacy, but a lot of days im struck by the mourning of the self i used to be, the things i used to be able to do.

undated april musing 2025 | sometimes we smoke with the tiny tiny pipe we got when we first started smoking flower and. this thing is so fucking small... little baby bowl... petite pipe... itty bitty hitty... like curl your pointer into the webby gap between your thumb and pointer? the bowl is 1/4th of that size (approximately, lol). it also really likes to roll around and spill the dainty tiny little bowl you just painstakingly packed into the fucker